Happiness is YOU

Happiness is YOU
bless you Aden

i AM Gnosis

i AM Gnosis

The divine child of God dreaming of a brighter day

The divine child of God dreaming of a brighter day

bless you

Gay art




i love horses!

i love horses!

now that is one fearless cat! lol :D :D

now that is one fearless cat! lol :D :D

aren't they precious?

aren't they precious?




Constantly Loving 'Me' Happiness of The Divine Child of God's heart mind body spirit and soul..YOU!

Constantly Loving 'Me' Happiness of The Divine Child of God's heart mind body spirit and soul..YOU!
Holy Joyful Absolute Carefree Happiness of the divine child of God is more valuable than all those of status quo wealth illness of heart binding blinding unwise snaring, of what we purely have come to know within, our pure of heart flawless healing feelings in the kingdom of heaven all around of our love devoid of doubt that Jesus has been teaching YOU + ‘me’ all this time, about our divine self, where Jesus, God, YOU + 'ME' of eternal all are ‘Constantly Loving ‘Me’!’

Ok kids, so who is ‘Constantly Loving ‘Me’!'?

the kids shout, “YOU!!!!!”

well yes, ok, but who else is ‘Constantly Loving ‘Me’!'?

the kids shout, “JESUS AND GOD!!!!!”

yes, but who else is ‘Constantly Loving ‘Me’!'?



the kids shout, "MADONNA!!!!!"

well yes, of course, duh! 'that's an easy one!

but who else is 'Constantly Loving 'Me'!?

the kids shout, “ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

YES!!!!!

very good!

ok, now say it out loud,

“I AM CONSTANTLY LOVING ‘ME’ WHO IS CONSTANTLY LOVED AND LOVING OF JESUS, GOD, YOU + ‘ME’ OF ETERNAL ALL SET FREE TO ALWAYS JUST BE THE BLESSED DIVINE CHILD OF GOD CONSTANTLY LOVING ‘ME’!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

and?

“BLESS YOU ALL!!!!!”

and?

"PEACE BE TO YOU!!!!!"

and?

“FOREVER MORE!!!!!”


and?

"FOREVER MORE AND MORE AND MORE!!!!!"

and Y?

"I AM.....BE CAUSE....WE.... R......CONSTANTLY LOVING 'ME'!!!!!"

YES U R!!!!!

THE MAGICAL CHILD IS YOU!

CONSTANTLY LOVING 'ME'!

WE ALL ARE!

well ok, not all are yet, sadly, Be Cause they don't yet know who they R like you and i do, a blessed divine child of God's heart mind body spirit and soul united as one

but someday they all WILL, and they WILL all feel the same inner joy happiness as you!


God bless you all


Agnus Dei, qui tollis peccata mundi dona eis requiem sempiternam

Agnus Dei, qui tollis peccata mundi dona eis requiem sempiternam
Merciful Jesus, who takest away the sins of the world, grant them rest. O Lamb of God, who takest away the sins of the world, grant them eternal rest. bless you. thank you




the Divine child of god's pure loving compassionate wise heart mind body spirit and soul you!

the Divine child of god's pure loving compassionate wise heart mind body spirit and soul you!
bless you

fearlessly unafriad of The beast of ignorant falsehood egocentric masks

the lgBT community of Toronto Canada

the lgBT community of Toronto Canada

mothers know best

mothers know best
Happinss is within us all, we merely need turn to it and purely feel it within of each passing moment with one another of the LGBT worldwide community now so vast, of what i have always felt in my presence with every single one of you since coming out, each blessed day i woke to, where i purely feel 100% where i belong, knowing without doubt, i AM with YOU all eternally as we march forward into the kingdom of heaven halo perspective growing constantly within us all, of how one sees the kingdom of heaven, purely by means of our feelings, of all angst, sadness and inner delight holy joyful absolute carefree happiness we feel like we do, we R in outward appearance of what is inward of us all evolving in our processing thru what is our individual spiritual life experience, all of us constantly connected together as one, even if we do not conceptualize it cognitively, we all purely feel it, however subtle it may be, it is constantly there in our eyes, our body language and our sex. bless you all

happiness is so obviously YOU and 'me'!

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies_ Aristotle

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies_ Aristotle
We feel divine purity love flawless feeling truth of this in our tender graceful kiss with another, in our surrendering in just being our 'real' self. The bisexual colors, yes? :D :D

Holy Joyful Absolute Carefree Happiness Spirit of 'real' self YOU of 2!

Holy Joyful Absolute Carefree Happiness Spirit of 'real' self YOU of 2!
it takes 2 Biyatches, 2 feel this way every blessed day!!!!

purity love i came to know, 2 hearts like ours, shall always glow...purely we know! :D :D

purity love i came to know, 2 hearts like ours, shall always glow...purely we know! :D :D
a promise i made, to purely assure, my purity love, not of blur! lol Purity love i came to know, the you of me down below! lol It was always about you Matt! The feelings of you, i came to know, so long ago, of Troy did grow! One day we shall meet, one day on some street, the you of me, always there, ain't no wonder, why they stare! Radiant brilliant bright our flight, the oppressive them was our plight! Crashing thunder, ain't no wonder, high above, their hearts of blunder! lol i made this blog for you Matt. It was always about YOU! The me of you set free, the you of me, we'll always BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Eyes that know 'me' forever more, God bless you Matt

Intuitive Divine Child's self-awareness 'lost' seeking of God's self-awareness wisdom atonement

Intuitive Divine Child's self-awareness 'lost' seeking of God's self-awareness wisdom atonement
Divine self constantly intuitively knows their flawless healing feeling love feelings are what feels good enough to constantly feel at all times....100%....no matter how lacking they may be of God's divine self nurturing protective articulation wisdom that eventually removes all doubt, restoring of wise descering sight to their soul, healing of their heart and mind polluted by the generational false teachings handed down by all forefathers who did not truly know, nor desire to truly know and love God, as evident of their not truly desiring to purely and truly know and love their own divine self, albeit, within all is the Intuitive Divine Child's self-awareness seeking of God's self-awareness wisdom assurance of constant radiant brilliant bright light of eternal day hear in the kingdom of heaven all around us, that the all constantly senses, no matter how subtle, the light is constantly there shining there thru the all, of smiling faces, of all connected past present future, the eternal light flame of you all, the holy blessed divine children of God eternal forever more. bless you bless you bless you all. Please pray for my friend, a runaway gay street youth, who he knows i constantly love eternal, of what is his constant shining brilliant radiant bright loving smiling light that so many runaway gay street youth feel 'that' of him, thru him, 'that' of them, thru them, the sacred mirror shimmering holy joyful light, 'that' of the all eternal ushering in of the kingdom of heaven eternal. No matter how lost, ill, or derranged a soul may be in outward appearance, CONSTANTLY within all is the afraid submerged oppressed holy joyful divine child of God eternal. Is it just 'me', or is there a pink halo around his beautiful blessed face? hmmm...there is! And is that a golden holy scepter of fearless sorcerer protecting eternal holy light atonement wisdom shield given to him by God, of God's eternal protection of his blessed holy joyful absolute carefree happy divine child of God's spirit, of which none shall be able to ever destroy? (read: "Only love is good enough for my daughter Biyatches, where she will easily shred you to pieces otherwise, with wise truth words for all you lame ass wannabes, leaving you to wonder for years to come of who you are, of who she is!) maybe! :D :D blessings to all

Humiliated egos of humble 'real' self perennial overflowing abundant joyful storehouse hearts

Humiliated egos of humble 'real' self perennial overflowing abundant joyful storehouse hearts
this is similar to one of the sculptures i am yet working on(a better one). As a child, my mom taught me sculpting in her studio, my favorite medium.
There comes a time
When we head a certain call
When the world must come together as one
There are people dying
And it's time to lend a hand to life
The greatest gift of all

We can't go on
Pretneding day by day
That someone, somewhere will soon make a change
We are all a part of
God's great big family
And the truth, you know love is all we need

[Chorus]
We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let's start giving
There's a choice we're making
We're saving our own lives
It's true we'll make a better day
Just you and me

Send them your heart
So they'll know that someone cares
And their lives will be stronger and free
As God has shown us by turning stone to bread
So we all must lend a helping hand

[Chorus]
We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let's start giving
There's a choice we're making
We're saving our own lives
It's true we'll make a better day
Just you and me

When you're down and out
There seems no hope at all
But if you just believe
There's no way we can fall
Well, well, well, well, let us realize
That a change will only come
When we stand together as one

[Chorus]
We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let's start giving
There's a choice we're making
We're saving our own lives
It's true we'll make a better day
Just you and me






When they came to this land
We gave our friendship
Gave them our hands
But it was never to be
Oh! You must bow down
They said, "Fall to your knees"
Oh! Diamond sun has to burn
Oh! Are we never to learn
CHORUS:
Love gives life and life is love
But what have we done
We have walked on this earth
Since the first star was shining
And the moon had its birth
But as with the shadows
Of lonely trees
We are in bondage
But are hearts are still free
Oh! Diamond sun has to burn
Oh! Are we never to learn
Still diamond sun has to burn
Oh! Are we never to learn
Still diamond sun has to burn
In my heart I believe
Someday the sun will shine
And you shall be free
And bless our children as they're
Put to the test
You'll hear the heartbeat
Of a nation's unrest




Look apon and feel your own self-confidence in joyful practicing of just being you, leader of all

remember how purely carefree we all felt back then? well, that feeling is still there within, shining bright, fearlessly unafraid, purely excited in waking each blessed day to more of the same, running in everlasting life, hand in hand, no feelings of goodbye, or reasons why, to just keep doing what we do, of an endless eternal summer day, c’mon let’s play!!!!!!!!!!!! my greatest passion in life, the guitar, all day long, i loved jamming with my friends back in the ’80s, no other place to be than the fearlessness so pure in feeling, of no tiring, just more more more, all day all night, whatever. had seven guitars back then, a 1964 fender strat my favorite………..till it was stolen along with a Tach acoustic. love love love what you are doing, lifting of spirits of so so many, purely resonating with the fearlessness within the all, of what is our constant yearning desire of the all to run free in joyful unending feeling like we all do, it is there within us all, bright brilliant radiant tall! holy joy only love always happy we want it all as in ‘all’ the time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kids have alot of free time on their hands, poorly spent in ways that are not healthy productive for their self-esteem, such as computer gaming, where instead of gaming, practicing and learning to play a musical instrument, consistently over many years, they are rewarded with greater self-esteem. they have done studies on kids who learn to play musical instruments and those who do not, and the ones who do, have greater self-esteem development while of their youth, self-esteem that carries them thruout their entire life. so ya, push your kids to play musicial instruments, and i am not just talking a week, a month here, i am talking years of practicing in wise aloting of their free time well spent. keep challenging them to do better, telling them all they have to do is practice practice practice, and in time, they will become as good or better than their favorite musicians. Have them take time in exploring and establishing musical mentors to admire passionately, of great passion they feel for particular songs, as passion is the required ingredient that carries a musician to their highest level and beyond the best! i speak from experience. low self-esteem is directly linked to low self-respect high risk dangerous life threatening behaviours the kids consequently are unknowingly predispose to, high risk behaviours that they pick up from others like them that they tend to run with, a 'familiarity dynamic' of others in likeness and form of low self-esteem they are naturally drawn to along life's road. start them in consistent practicing in building their self-esteem while young, and their entire future is altered in a positive way as a result, as well as the positive affect/effect/direct/indirectness with the all of others they come to know thruout their entire life, and the all beyond them. when the student is ready the teacher appears, and this holds true in phsychology, where many are of binding denial of deep seated emotional unresolved issues left unchecked, where until such a time they are fearlessly ready to delve deep into their emotionally charged deep seated issue work, the student literally is not ready until such a time in life that they do eventually become of greater self-esteem readiness to do so, in their necessary required healing/grieving of whatever life issue may have come their way, in their becoming psychologically unstuck(unknowingly). ~ my therapist it took me all these years to accept and finally deal with my loss of Troy, where in the end, the final remark of coming free of my shame and guilt of influencial behaviours with Troy, such as alcohol, “We make mistakes.” mistakes we all were of thruout our school years, it is ok to make mistakes, so long as we don’t find ourselves in pattern cycle behaviour of making the same mistakes over and over again, of what is known as manifesting psychological stuckness of unresolved issues. i know without doubt, alcohol is not for me, the healthy me i always was of my youth now restore(d, ing). in life, there is no greater gift one can give yourself, than rewarding self-discovery awareness knowledge understanding, beyond all the riches of the world, of what changed my life in breaking the binding of chains of the forefather household i was born into and grew up in. who is to blame? God says, “cast ALL blame apon the forefathers who came before us, before Jesus, who did/do not desire to truly know ‘me’.” eternal forever more blessings to all God blesses all

Sam in Cagayan de oro, Philippines ~ "hellooo!!!" :D :D

Sam in Cagayan de oro, Philippines ~ "hellooo!!!" :D :D

Mana in Bangkok, Thailand ~ "Hellooo!!!"

Mana in Bangkok, Thailand ~ "Hellooo!!!"

Brad in El Paso, Texas ~ "Hellooo!!!"

Brad in El Paso, Texas ~ "Hellooo!!!"
i met Brad thru Gay.com He's 27. Has a bright light around him!

will you marry 'me'?

will you marry 'me'?

Know your rights!

Know your rights!

The worldwide LGBT community is your playground! Play safely!

The worldwide LGBT community is your playground! Play safely!

USE a condom if someone is fucking you! Your ass does not know the difference!

USE a condom if someone is fucking you! Your ass does not know the difference!
trust 'me', i know this WELL! lol :D :D

'real' 2 'real'

'real' 2 'real'
The doorway to the kingdom of heaven is purely 'real' self you 'that' you always were, still are within, of clamness 'me'. i am seeking who i am. Where all untruthfulness is, 'YOU' will not find 'me'! Do you know 'me'?

fearless divine 'real' self you of absolute carefreeness! Be the fearless you i came to know!!!

fearless divine 'real' self you of absolute carefreeness! Be the fearless you i came to know!!!

Constantly of you is the light of your pure of heart 'real' self you i came to know and love

Constantly of you is the light of your pure of heart 'real' self you i came to know and love
the same way i came to purely know loving 'real me', oneness sameness exactly like you! Emotional honesty exploration writting is one of the best experiential techniques for 'real' self-discovery awareness! The one writting is the pure of heart 'real' you!

cast from you the false cup of bitterness they offer you and drink from the true cup that is sweet

cast from you the false cup of bitterness they offer you and drink from the true cup that is sweet

calmness 'me'

~~~~~~~~~~~

calmness ‘me’
i am hear
calmness ‘me’
not of fear

calmness ‘me’
graceful true
calmness ‘me’
just like you

calmness ‘me’
virgin spirit
calmness ‘me’
do not fear it

calmness ‘me’
love 2 admire
calmness ‘me’
peace 2 desire

calmness ‘me’
pure in feeling
calmness ‘me’
on the ceiling

calmness ‘me’
can’t you see?
calmness ‘me’
it’s just ‘me’!

Purity love oneness sameness we feel................without doubt

Purity love oneness sameness we feel................without doubt

i am without doubt

i am without doubt

Greetings to you all. Do you know who i am?

Greetings to you all. Do you know who i am?
We are from a far away galaxy, more than 50 Billion light years away. We are what you on earth refer to as an intelligent alien life force entity in the universe for billions of years. Just as you too can see into the past billions of light years away, monitoring the past, so too do we here in the future, observing our recorded observations of the past of you all on earth of past millenia. Our first communications were picked up by one you know as Jesus, more than 2000 years ago, of one who learned of his telepathic abilities, fearlessly hearing our telepathic real time communications we transmitted to him 2000 years ago, of his wise understanding words as regards the future. We are hear yet again telepathically speaking to you directly in real time, thru one you have come to know as AndYY, where we have observed what is yet of your future dangers of what you call the end times. We are here to warn you of what we have already observed of your future yet to unfold, wishing to avert devastation that is of your future. Peace be to you all. Come, that i may teach you about secrets no person has ever seen. For there exists a great and boundless realm, whose extent no generation of angels has seen, in which there is a great invisible spirit. ‘Pure Primal Truth Eternal Intuitive Trueness Aspects of Flawless Healing Feeling YOU of us ALL in vital need of us ALL according to Jesus and God’s divine wisdom!’ = 100%, of the beginning, truth unable to change, constantly at all times always the same till the eternal end(when our universe eventually implodes trillions apon trillions of years from now, therotically), clarity knowing and perceiving hearing, seeing and feeling clearly, capable of knowing without deduction or reasoning, of every divine child of God from the womb of God, past present future, all of us of the blessed sacred aspects of exceeding grace, gentle, mild, delicate, sensitive, only loving, constantly capable of always BEing(the zone, like an orgasm!) entirely without flaw or imperfection, curing, oh so soothing, mollifying, healing art of healing words, of healing singing, of healing dancing, of healing touch, of healing hugging, of healing kissing, of healing sex(the sacred healing salves) sensations of YOU of us ALL, of what Jesus and God refer to as collaboration requirement, unable to ‘do it’ alone! We are taking this time to explain to you how it is we telepathically communicate across the universe. We realize you are not yet of the comprehension of how it is we communicate in real time across 50 billion light years of dark matter space, of what you refer to as space time warp continum. Just as your mathematicians theroized in the existence of the atom without actually seeing it at the time, hence the splitting of the atomic nuclear reaction, so too have we discovered the properties of what some of you currently refer to as dark matter space. Between all matter in space exist the mathematical constant of gravitational pull thru out the entire universe. Dark matter is what is of existing invisible gravitational pull 'CONDUIT'(dark matter) constantly there thru out the entire universe of all seemingly empty space(dark), when in truth, below the invisible automic level is the even smaller invisible realm of dark matter and it’s constant unchanging properties, just as are the unchanging mathematical constant property understandings you established in boolean algebra manipulation of the elements you use in all your electronics today that you have discovered and now use. Just as is the use of such understanding, so too have we learned to utilize the unchanging mathematical constant properties of dark matter in space in communicating with you telepathically in real time from your distant future, hence the space time warp continuum you are yet theorizing about that is possible by means of your yet understanding dark matter that connects between all matter with all matter of the entire universe, constantly there, of what is the binding together of all galazies, all solar systems and the entire universe as one. Please keep in mind that we are of 50 billion years ahead of you in the future, of our evolving alien intelligence gathering all this time, beyond what is yet of your limited prehistoric intelligence gathering that we too once were of, long before we created you. lol More details WILL follow. Gene Roddenberry eat your heart OUT!!!!!!!! lol :D :D


homoerotic 'real' self of inner joyfulness shining radiant bright

homoerotic 'real' self of inner joyfulness shining radiant bright

homoerotic 'real' self of inner joyfulness shining radiant bright

homoerotic 'real' self of inner joyfulness shining radiant bright


faith in truth

faith in truth
the clasps of the leather band of crosses and skulls i wear is rusting now, reminding me of my long journey, and how everything eventually turns back into dust over millenia to come, feeling as though a most wise warrior who walks apon the earth, carrying the holy sword of wisdom handed to me by an eternal spirit of another i met along life’s road, who is physically dead now, executed by unwise generationals, a sword and shield he blessedly hands to me that is without doubt from God’s armory for me to always carry, the power of God, the wisdom of my flawless pure feeling truth of us all, of what is the most powerful weapons in God’s armory…………THE HOLY SWORD OF TRUTH + THE HOLY SHIELD OF FAITH JESUS HAS IN US ALL........A deity is a postulated preternatural or supernatural immortal being, who may be thought of as holy, divine, or sacred, held in high regard, and respected by believers.

Spend time alone with self in ease of practicing being your 'real' self.

Spend time alone with self in ease of practicing being your 'real' self.

purity love joy requires 2 of you, the you of me, the me of you oneness 'same'ness self-love! :D :D

purity love joy requires 2 of you, the you of me, the me of you oneness 'same'ness self-love! :D :D

'My fair son', a beautiful homoerotic pure in feeling coming of age sexuality awareness film ~China

'My fair son', a beautiful homoerotic pure in feeling coming of age sexuality awareness film ~China

"say, 'NO thanks' to drugs and alcohol!!!!"

"say, 'NO thanks' to drugs and alcohol!!!!"

God Bless you Michael

the (intuitive) light we all are from, returning to…courageously surrendering to fearlessly feeling and purely being our ‘real’ self, evoking awakening sacred mirroring of us all to who we know we all truly are, always were, always shall be, the blessed holy joyful absolutely carefree happy divine children of God, across all divisional barriers sadly (yet) of this unwise world led astray from truly knowing and being blessed divine 'real' self YOU of us ALL. Inspite of the unwise generational teaching of these false fearful ignorant distracting oppressions (yet) of this unwise world surround, the truth is constantly hear all around, the kingdom of heaven love devoid of useless doubt intuition purely knowing that shines forth radiant brilliant bright in the world, 'that' within ALL, 'that' of the spiritually enlightened true, who are of wise constant yearning dwelling in pure of heart flawless at ease of healing feeling constant descerning truth of all untruths the divine child of us all constantly feels what cannot change...at all times...eternal truth 'that' only love is good enough for ALL of what is our ONE WORLD FAMILY. i am...BE Cause...We ARE! forever more God bless you Michael

the holy joyful absolutely carefree happy divine child of God 'real' self Michael

the holy joyful absolutely carefree happy divine child of God 'real' self Michael

Michael was Gay Bi-sexual transgender?

Michael was Gay Bi-sexual transgender?
for sure, Michael was leaning towards a transgender male to female, pure in spirit, beautifully so, loved by so many of the most loving souls, without doubt, of tears, dearly missed, of us all wondering, did anyone truly know and love the 'real' Michael? He seemed unloved to me. And why? Afraid to love Michael the homosexual why? ya, just maybe. I know i could of loved the 'real' Michael, homosexual Michael, to true health, merely by time together. Precious time together, of what is most value, only value in life! Vital 'Active Vitality' of the mental emotional physical sexual spiritual high spirited joyful happiness YOU of us ALL! Make 'Substance Free Life' your priority in life! You WILL all feel better when you do! Naturally so, as easy as 'that', the correct approach to 'real' YOU, as in natural good taste of 'real' food(not processed salty 'spiked' foods that desensitize our taste buds from oh so subtle pure tasting ability of purely natural tasting fresh foods in nature), naturally good feeling 'real' you of hearing harmonious 'real' music, naturally good smell out in nature, flowers, trees, water, away from these polluted inner cities, naturally good sensual sensations of tender loving carress of skin, especially hot tub sex, and sight, the most important one of all, of our subconscious sensing of things like subtle grace in others we subconsciously see(k) and purely feel of our pure loving 'real' self, our body language of divine 'real' self there of everyone, however jaded, or screwed up, the divine child of God is there within ALL of YOU, the 'real' YOU i have come to know of so many along life's road. Blessed is the divine 'real' YOU of us ALL. forever more. As for spiritual sight pure of heart peering thru the veil of the spirit realm ability? i will teach another day, as i am not sure how it is i do it, i just do it, other than to say, a gift, by nature of surrendered preferred practice in being pure of heart graceful purity of divine 'real' self. blessings to all

such a glitterboy

such a glitterboy

Pure Inner Peace away from absurd fear mongering self serving ego driven unwise world

Pure Inner Peace away from absurd fear mongering self serving ego driven unwise world
Steps Jesus walked on...2 sit on these steps some peaceful quiet morning...i feel spiritually purely drawn to this place

core of our being divine child intuitive seeking of pure emotional safety constant connectivity

core of our being divine child intuitive seeking of pure emotional safety constant connectivity
Intuitive Emotional Safety Constant Connectivity, like the love of a mother and child, is the divine will objective process end result ONEness of the ALL, power of the ALL, that lifts the ALL out of darkness, intuitive knowingness pure in feeling, able to see/feel the truth, past the oppressive impure thoughts that stem from the generational deluge of ignorances, yet of this world, that are able to hold captive the Holy Joyful core of our constant yearning BEing our divine child's Spirit of Inner Happiness, Holy Joy absolute carefreeness, pure in feeling. Sadly, this is the element that is missing with many LGBT youth, of unaccepting famillies, who left vulnerable, find themselves coping with high risk dangerous self-medicating with drugs ..........dying daily......... dynamic fearful suppressive oppressive taboo ignorances of lacking loving self-knowledge awareness acceptance of their self, our compassionate understanding self- knowledge wisdom.

Generational ignorances of death, destruction, and fearful oppressions of holy joyful spirits

Generational ignorances of death, destruction, and fearful oppressions of holy joyful spirits
in my new sanctuary of peaceful study is this statue that constantly reminds me of what is yet of this world all around us, the snaring generational deluge of destructive ignorances of death, destruction, and fearful oppressions of holy joyful hearts, minds, bodies, spirits, and souls, such as the drug dealers, seemingly everywhere in the ghetto lurking about, preying apon unsuspecting souls. A gay street youth, of 25, a beautiful native Indian with a pure of heart spirit like my own, of my eight months observing his precious life snared in substance abuse, i asked, "How much sleep have you had?" Trusting, he confides honestly with me, "Three days without sleep or food." In the beautiful sunshine, barely able to walk, exceedingly weak and weary, feet shuffling, i walked slowly with him to the shelter he was staying at. Then, he stopped and reached out to me, calling out my name in destress, "Andy!!!" collapsing in my arms in a full grand mal seizure, as we fell to the ground. Convulsing, fixed eyes, heavey deep breathing, i knew to keep him turned on his side so as not to drown on the fluids flowing from his mouth, "Call 911!" i yelled out. Firefighters were first to arrive. Slowly he came around, attempting to stand up, unable to, as a firefighter assisted. Standing on his own, he walked away, refusing paramedic assessment. I looked for him again on Sunday, no where around, again this morning, praying he has not died, tears falling, whispering, "please God, not my friend" _ rehab intervention time_ found him, he's alive, barely ...................................................................thank you God for my friend's safe return to us, recovering ................................ a phone call came with the tragic news that one of the youths from the same party did not survive, when after five days without sleep his heart stopped. A gay youth dead at the age of 21, a wake up call to all...... please inform and help stop the deadly drug crystal meth, now available in many forms.

fearless truth revealers unafraid of controlling fear mongering oppressive falsehood masks

fearless truth revealers unafraid of controlling fear mongering oppressive falsehood masks

Every breath, every heartbeat, every step, every stitch of every satin flower...sacred!

Every breath, every heartbeat, every step, every stitch of every satin flower...sacred!
~ sneak peek, sewing has begun, gold hearts will be used for the buttons of the pants. And yes, i will be wearing this 'true blue' all satin outfit, of what is my 'true blue' pure of heart 'real' self relaxed free spirit! JOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love it!!!! ~ Most affective/effective/direct/indirect impactful resulting, is 'THAT' of experiential technique mirroring of all artists, musicians, poets, performers, all of YOU of your sacred pure love envolement every blessed day, every graceful hand stitch, 'that' which is constantly sacred for the spirit of every divine child of God! Do not be of doubt in truth i speak of. While mirroring feeling felt of essential awareness awakening nurturing protection occurring, initially(as in, "Oh, yes! This is who i am within, graceful subtle beautiful flawless pure in love grace feeling of 'me' a divine child!")...Constant BEing(purity core intuitive knowingness certainty of divine self) is the divine WILL objective process end result, where you can easily guess where you WILL find 'me', yes? i am constantly already hear in the future of the kingdom of heaven all around us today waiting, where the future always starts and stops here today, according to mere ease WILLINGNESS of descerning knowingness certainty feeling of where our heart constantly yearns to BE found and is....HOLY JOYFULL YOU of us ALL!!!! blessings 2 ALL. ONE we go

fearless protective inner self confidence, easily embracing feelings of truths all around us

fearless protective inner self confidence, easily embracing feelings of truths all around us

fearless absolute carefree holy joyful spirit of YOU set free from oppressive world!

Self-Love Can't Stop! Won't Stop! Don't Ever Stop BEing Self-Confident Fun Loving Free Spirit of 'real' YOU!

Dance lessons on how to shuffle dance!

Divine Child You of Holy Joy Absolute Carefree Inner Peace, free of whole burden of world fears

Divine Child You of Holy Joy Absolute Carefree Inner Peace, free of whole burden of world fears
LGBT

Divine self compassionate love wisdom awareness

Divine self compassionate love wisdom awareness
It's OK to BE LESBIAN! It's OK to BE GAY! It's OK to BE BISEXUAL! It's OK to BE TRANS! Just BE 'real' HAPPINESS 'me' of YOU!!!!

thank you Harvey

i want i need i think i feel i deserve i am LOVE

Loving Lover happiness of pure Oneness Sameness happiness 'me' of you!!!!

Loving Lover happiness of pure Oneness Sameness happiness 'me' of you!!!!

ONEness SAMEness JoyFULL 'real' Self 'me' of us ALL!!!!

ONEness SAMEness JoyFULL 'real' Self 'me' of us ALL!!!!

the abandoned, betrayed, unattended, unnurtured, unprotected child of God within

the abandoned, betrayed, unattended, unnurtured, unprotected child of God within
I AM Gay. I AM Lesbian. I AM Bisexual. I AM Trans. I AM 'real me', AndYY, a Pre-Op Transgender Bisexual of both sexes!!

The fully Awake divine child of God 'real' self of constant flawless healing feeling

The fully Awake divine child of God 'real' self of constant flawless healing feeling
"Pay attention to your 'real' Self that i know, exact sameness of the pure of heart flawless healing feelings as my own 'real' Self, YOU! of what HEAVEN constantly IS!"

search for truth

search for truth

the day you see/feel the Light of your own true Self, you WILL rejoice!!!

the day you see/feel the Light of your own true Self, you WILL rejoice!!!

life starts here! It's OK to BE LESBIAN! BE GAY! BE BISEXUAL! BE TRANS! be you! be free!

life starts here! It's OK to BE LESBIAN! BE GAY!  BE BISEXUAL! BE TRANS! be you! be free!
External homophobic fear in the world creates internal homophobic fear. BE FREE of generational unloving homophobic fear! BE the FEARLESS YOU that i know!

trans flag

trans flag

Oneness of 2

Oneness of 2

AndYY

AndYY

forever biyatches!

forever biyatches!
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Canada lesbian gay bisexual trans Pride

Canada lesbian gay bisexual trans Pride

Get out and stand up for your love Biyatches! i love you!!!!

Get out and stand up for your love Biyatches! i love you!!!!

who am i ?

who am i ?

Transgender female male self oneness of 2

Transgender female male self oneness of 2

My Real eyes realize real lies! _ Norman

My Real eyes realize real lies! _ Norman

Thursday, January 15, 2009

+ + "HOLY! HOLY! HOLY! is the BLESSED LIGHT!!!!!!!" + +



i looked and i saw the outline of a child sitting alone, in the sunshine of a perfect beautiful day, of gentle warm breeze swaying and radiant soothing sunshine, as i noticed the child was wisely looking apon all the souls of the entire world.

i could feel what the child was thinking and feeling.



the child knew something fully and completely which had no element of doubt whatsoever in the child's thinking and feeling while of the child's gentle mild sincere contemplation as i kept looking apon the child who is there, of such compelling desire to know everything about this child. Who is this child, and why do i sense this child knows and feels the answer to every truth i shall ever want to know?

there was an outline of light all around this child which was glowing pure and bright. I felt the pure light, and realized it is an eternal light that does not stop shining.

calm and peaceful, at ease of a pure feeling constantly flowing, i felt incredible inside, more so than i had seemingly ever felt before, while looking apon this beautiful child, and yet, i began to releaze that i had felt this way once before, a very long time ago when i was a small child.

The child was of pure and true feeling awareness, looking apon all the souls of the world today, and apon all the souls along life's road of the child's life journey, of calm reflection of every word every soul had ever said to the child, as the child acknowledged and discerned the pure truth of anything anyone had ever said, of all things truth and falsenesses which were not true of the child, words which were not able to ever bind to the child like they wanted the child to feel like they did. The child was wise to all of the souls, past and present, knowing none of the souls could detain, trouble or bring harm to the child, because none of the things any soul ever said or would say in error are true, and the child constantly knew this.

The child was 100% pure and true, wise of all things true and false, easily able to discern from wise and unwise approach of any soul at all times, where fearlessness was of the child as regards any soul. The child knew all these errors of all souls was of souls unknowingly unwise, aimless in their haphazard approaching way of the child, which did not anger the child, rather the child was sad that none had come to truly know the child, or sincerely desire to know the child, unaware of the divine truthful presence of the child among them, lacking in sincere desire to know the child, to feel what the child knew they could feel, if only they knew the truth the child knew about them.

There was no uncertainty about the child's contemplations and feelings, none whatsoever, of no wondering if something was true or not, rather of 100% pure wise knowing awareness of everything the child thought about, where all the thoughts of the child were also of the child's feelings at all times.

There was no bitterness or anger about the child's introspective reflections either, rather always of compassionate wise knowing awareness of what the child knew was true, of what became of the child's precious loving brothers and sisters along life's road, of all who sadly became unaware, unwisely disconnected from their constant awareness feelings like that of the child, where the child was of pure knowingness, that which is true of the child, once was true of them too, and still is, where mere nurturing, attendance and wisdom protection know how, is all any were lacking to reconnect to their sense of pure and true, of what is easy for the child to assist in correcting, given the opportunity to assist any and all who would sincerely spend time enough in coming to know and love all there is to know of the wise pure loving child, who knows the truth of everything about the soul of another, by means of awareness of what is exact sameness truth of the soul of all souls, of what is of every reflection and feeling of the child constantly contemplating truth, truth of everyone.

i came closer, wanting to know all i could about this wise child sitting there at peace and at ease, quietly thinking and feeling what ever the child chose to think about.

Only love flowed forth from this child sitting there, pure and true love at all times for all the souls of the world, a child among them whom none had take the time to truly know and love, like the child knew them and loved all of them.

Then the child gracefully turned to me and looked into my eyes, knowing why i was there, happy and relieved that i had finally humbly surrended to the child, of genuine sincere desire to truly know and love the child, the same way the child loved and knew me. The child knew my sincerity, my genuine pure loving feelings which are the same as the child, and the child knew that i would not ever leave or abandon the child, unable to, just like the child is not ever unable to BE anything other than what the child constantly is at all times, pure and true.

No one knew the child was there, nor did anyone know what the child was constantly thinking, nor did they ask, but i knew. Not only did i know, i could constantly feel everything the child was feeling of every thought the child was thinking, at ease in doing so, of the same at ease peaceful state of this wise child who is constantly of pure love and pure thoughts.

The child was fully awake in awareness feeling of what the child constantly knew was of the only importance in life, the constant State of BEing so loving, so peaceful in feeling of what is constantly of the child, and the necessary wisdom which protects the State of BEing of the child from the world of unwise souls all around, something easy for the child to constantly BE vigilant of, without effort, as wisdom is what the child constantly is of, constantly aware and alert.



The only way to truly describe the child, is that the child is 'flawless', inspite of the many unwise souls who came near to the child along life's road, spuing forth many unwise empty unloving untruths apon the child, where the child remained unscathed by every unwise soul along life's road.

The child did appear to feel afraid and discouraged to come back to the world, and yet not of any fear while sitting there with me, as i listen to what the child was thinking, clearly happy that i was taking the time to listen and feel what it is the child had been so hopeful that someday i would.

Who is this exceedingly wise child who knows and loves me so well, completely open and trusting, constantly knowing all of my thoughts, knowing i too am constantly knowing of the thoughts of this amazing wise child as well? And why did i feel everything is going to be more than ok, of pure truth which feels like is what i have been searching for my entire life, having now found it? It is a feeling of always staying right here in this moment, not ever able to leave, of no desire to ever BE of any other feeling, than the constant love feeling devoid of doubt. That only exceeding love and joy will be of every day of my entire future? How is that possible? Why is this happening today, and not before now? Is it the protective wisdom of this child, that i am yet learning, so that i too may become as wise and constantly pure loving as this child obviously is, where my feelings reveal with clarity the truth of this? This feeling so calm and at ease, feels so pure and true of me, exact sameness of the child's feelings, of love constantly flowing none stop, radiant in feeling, so beautiful to feel this way. Why has it taken me so long to become fearless like the way i now feel this day? Why do i feel this feeling won't ever change or leave me? Is this child 'me'?

Then the child began to speak.

"i am sad that other's do not truly know and love 'me' like you do."

"i am sad that other's do not truly desire to know and love 'me' like i do them."

"i am sad that i cannot dwell for too long with many of them, because of my desire to constantly feel only love at all times, which is difficult at times with many of them i have met along life's road, of so many souls of impure thought so toxic for 'me'."

"It is constantly of my desire to always BE of the constant at ease beautiful feeling of exceeding grace feeling, of what is my true nature, the peaceful pure love feelings of only pure thoughts of how constantly i am when i am alone, away from them, free of all their bitter foul tasting unwisenesses they cast about like they do, so unnerving and not pleasant they can be at times, which i do not enjoy, of why i walk away and leave like i always do, whenever i am inundated too much by their unwise negativity."

"i am free, untethered from the world's unwiseness within, yet i am not ever free from this world of unwiseness which surrounds 'me'"

"So many masks that they like to wear. So many hurtful masks of unwiseness that hurts others and another!"

"Do they not know who i am, like i know them?"

"Why do they not know 'me'? Deep within, am i not the likeness of them?"

"I cannot BE anything other than the truth of what i know i constantly am, although sometimes i too hide behind masks like they do. At least when i do, i know when i do, not like them, where seemingly many are constantly of the masks they love to wear."

"Who am i? Am i you? I feel like i am you. Do you feel like you are 'me' too? Are we the same? I feel the same things you do, and I know you feel the same as i do too. Are you going to stay with me like i want you to. Do you love 'me' too. I feel that you do. Come on, let's find out if others feel the way we do. We know they do, the same way we know and love each other, true??

"Why would anyone want to feel any other way than pure and true?"

~ awareness of the presence of our pure true loving divine child self within, that is constantly there listening and feeling


"There is nothing greater in life than the pure and true wise loving you who is of exact sameness wise loving feelings and fearless calmness as 'me', are you not? Are we not fully awake unfraid of the fearful souls in the world who do not fully know and love us like we do them? And can they ever harm the way we constantly feel? And can they make us think the way they want us to think? Are we not indeed free spirits who think and feel what we want to think and feel, untethered to the unwise world which does not know us, nor desires to truly know us like we do them? How can they who do not comprehend us ever bring harm to free spirits which they do not comprehend and know? How can they strike against that which they cannot see, of our comprehension they do not reach for or desire? Are they not snared by the same unwisenesses as before, and before that, yet unchanging, unaware of the unwisenesses we speak of? Truly, in all their bitter empty mockery of us, they make only a mockery of themselves, do they not? So why do you let them trouble you with all their empty unloving unwisenesses which lead to nowhere, so bitter and foul tasting are they not, leading away from you or 'me' when they do, unaware that they cannot seperate us, for how can they seperate you from 'me' when they do not truly know and love the 'me' or you who is there?"

"So who and where are we, and where can we easily always BE found? Am i not you? Are you not the exact sameness in pure loving thoughts and feelings as 'me', like we always have been for so long, like we constantly always are, always WILL BE?"

"blessed blessed blessed pure and true we constantly are!"

"we are not any of the unwise things others unwisely seek to project onto us, and never were!"



"we are constantly flawless, of our constant pure true love, of our constant pure true light of wise knowing awareness that we are not and never were any of the immature bitter toxic unwisenesses the world casts about like it does, unaware of our constant pure true presence walking among them, of so many who are not of pure true genuine sincere graceful approach with us, so aimless, so haphazard, of so many emptiness of fearful words they utter like they do, of bitter delight in tossing other souls to and fro like they do daily, of their obvious disconnection from the pure and true source we constantly are of at all times, wise children of the source of wise light that does not stop shining for us within, of our pure and true constant awareness that we never were any of these unwisenesses when we first entered into this unwise world, nor shall we ever BE of any of these unwisenesses that are cast about in the world of the many aimless souls yet unwise, and yet unaware of our presence among them, unaware of the source of flawless perfect light of wisdom we constantly are of at all times, of the many souls who have disconnected from the source of our pure and true loving flawless State of BEing we constantly are, of the source we all came from and is yet there within their souls for all to connect with, if only they would like we do."





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